Direktlänk till inlägg 23 april 2015
Im like a angel whit broken wings. In my past.. i tried to fly even doh i knew i shouldnt. Even doh i knew i wasnt strong enuff. But i did it anyway. And now here i am today whit my broken wings. But even doh i broke my wings in the past, i still dont regrett the choises i made. I dont regrett the mistakes i did. Why? Bcuz.. the choises and the mistakes i made in my past led me to where i am today. And even doh i got broken wings, i am a stronger and much wiser now then i where in my past. I've lerned from my mistakes.
And even if some of the choises i made really broke me down and crushed me down so deep... i dont regrett anything, cuz the choises i made, made me to the wise and strong girl i am today. And i like me.
I've been through alot. I've been going through a lot of pain and sadness, and belive me, i still am.
But it doesnt change the fact that, i know im strong. I know i can get through this. Cuz i know myself now,
and i know what i am capeble of doing. And i know that one day, maybee not today and maybee not tomorrow, but one day i will be able to fly. My wings will be healed and my heart will be fixed.
And thats what im thinking when i feel the pain inside of me growing. That one day, ill make it.
Jag har funderat ett tag på om jag ska börja plugga igen eller inte, och som jag skrev i mitt tidigare blogginlägg så är det ju som så att jag har egentligen inget val. Jag har suttit hemma i fyra år nu och jag har inte kommit iväg på en enda arbets ...
Okej så.. jag funderar stor på att gå tillbaka till att plugga igen. Eller ja man kan väl egentligen säga att jag inte har något direkt val. Jag hoppade av skolan år 2011 och jag har sen dess suttit hemma och sökt jobb konstant men här sitter jag nu ...