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I miss the time we spent together. I miss the things we used to do.
I miss the smal things.. i miss your eyes. Your smile. Your laughf.
Sometimes it feels like i want to drop everything im doing and just
run.. run straight in to your arms and never let you go.
But i cant. Cuz you dont want me. Thats the reason to why you left me.
And it hurts like hell. Sometimes i cant stand the thought of spending
the rest of my life loving you in distance. Love you in my mind.
Sometimes it feels like i wanna punsh you in your face and beat
the hell out of you after everything you put me through.
It feels like i just wanna put you through the same pain you've
been puting me through so manny times...
I wanna hurt you the same way you hurt me. I wanna make
you cry, scream, get sleeping problems, nightmares...
But i love you so much i cant do those things to you.
I could never put you through the same pain you put me through.
Cuz i honestly dont think you would be able to carry that pain.
Yeah, it hurts, still today..
but i want you to be happy. I want you to be able to smile and
laughf and live your life whit no pain and no regretts.
So i just wanna tell you..
I will allways be there for you if you need a shoulder to
cry on or just someone to talk to.
ALLWAYS.
I would never leave you. Never.
#Love #Hate #Life #Regretts #Cry #Tears #Nightmares
#Sleepingproblem #Hurt #Broken #Scream #Screaming
#Crying #Breathing #Bleeding #Blood #Sorrow #Gone
Jag har funderat ett tag på om jag ska börja plugga igen eller inte, och som jag skrev i mitt tidigare blogginlägg så är det ju som så att jag har egentligen inget val. Jag har suttit hemma i fyra år nu och jag har inte kommit iväg på en enda arbets ...