Direktlänk till inlägg 28 september 2014
Everytime when i look at myself
in the
mirror i see is pain.
I see a girl whit scars thats never
gonna heel.
I see sadness, tears streaming down
my eyes and a heart so broken that it
never will ba able to love again.
A heart that will never be able to heel.
I see the scars on my scin that never
will disepear. The're permanent.
You changed me.. you took away my
smile and my happiness.
So i have to ceep fake my smile.
I see the eyes of a broken girl filled
whit tears and the tears streama down
her face like a waterfal.
She cant sleep. Can bearly eat.
Cant breath.
after everything you done to me..
this is what i've becomed.
What have i become?
Jag har funderat ett tag på om jag ska börja plugga igen eller inte, och som jag skrev i mitt tidigare blogginlägg så är det ju som så att jag har egentligen inget val. Jag har suttit hemma i fyra år nu och jag har inte kommit iväg på en enda arbets ...